Reflecting

I never realized how fast time has gone. It's so neat to reflect on the past, not dwell, but reflect because it makes you realize how you got to this point in your life. I am so thankful for everything, good or even the bad, that has happened in my life. I learned that even the wrong that goes on in our life, only makes us grow stronger and makes us to want to do better, to be better. I realize now, that even though I came to York College for Nursing, which let's face it, Me a Nurse?!?! hahahaha. I mean personality wise I can do it, actually becoming one I am definitely capable to do the work, but I can't imagine myself for the rest of my life being one. But even though I came to this school, that I used to hate, I am learning to like it. It brough me to my new major, it brought me to my friends here, and it brings me here a little more than one year until I can graduate early, next December. With the help of God, it will happen.
I also think it's neat how wonderful God knows myself better than I do. I thought I knew what I wanted in life, in guys, in friends, but what I thought was amazing is nothing to compared to what God has blessed me with.
God has blessed me with a wonderful family and wonderful friends, who are always there for me. I realize that I take this for granted at times, but I want them to know that I am so thankful for everything they do for me.
Also, God has blessed me with an amazing Boyfriend. Not only is he the love of my life, but definitely my Best Friend. I love him so much and even though I don't get to see him as much as I would like, the time we do spend together is amazing. I am so thankful and blessed. Who knew that when I signed up to be a camp counselor, I would fall in love with my best friend last summer. God's plan is so much bigger than our own and in the end so much better.